Designer: Manikka
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i'm fucking pissed with my fucking parents now coz they're fucking unreasonable with their fucking assumptions. they fucking hell tot that i went to go have fun instead of fucking hell study when i really DID study outside. i've just forgotten to inform them tt i'm going out to study den they fucking hell call and sms me ask me.. missed a call from my dad and my mum sms me ask me where am i..so i say i out studying la.. den she ask me to call my dad..so i call la.. call le he nv pick up.. den he call me back..den he gimme a fucking attitude.. like ask me where i am, den i say interchange mac studying.. den he say 'u dun nd to come back eat dinner 1 is it?' so i assume my maid cook my dinner la.. but i tot i smsed her to tell her i not going back for dinner liao. den my dad say the dinner thing, trying to scold me like, cannot come home to study is it? i come home, i on com coz i wanna check if dr chua got email us on pw or not.. den i just check the usual stuff la, like my blog and friendster.. den my mum say come home on com liao.. chat wif friends again..go out oso duno real study or fake study. WHAT THE FUCK? i nv study u scold me nvm.. i can just diam and accept u scolding me.. but when I AM.. pls FUCKING hell dun accuse me of sth i didnt do. i hate it k?


last night, when to study wif jvn outside oso la.. den i went home..my mum so encouraging.. ask me tmr got test or not..ask me study hard for test.. exams coming gotta jia you.. put in effort..today attitude totally change.. WTF? i see she encourage me i damn motivated la.. today like tt. i study, they scold, dun study they oso scold. wtf? i quit sch sua? go work? best?


last night study, this morning on car, my dad was saying me..duno real study or not..outside study got what use.. at home cannot study meh? den i lazy explain la.. he will NEVER noe why ppl cannot study at home. he thinks home is the best place to study. the fact is, no. it's not condusive and has SO MANY distractions.. first, lightings not gd, my body will teng to form a shadow over my paper. second, a lot of food, will keep eating. third, got com, will use. forth, got tv, will watch. fifth, got music will start humming or singing the song. sixth, got bed will slp. seventh, bored will walk around the house. eighth, it's warm and humid. nineth, duno cannot ask friend. tenth, i dun have a personal table at home! fucking 10 reasons, enough? he'll say, outside v noisy, at home got food dun wanna eat rather spend money to eat outside food tt's unhealthy and expensive. at home no one to disturb u.


however, my conclusion is, home is the WORST place to study. no point having total silence when u cant get anything into ur head. anyway, u cant get total silence at home too, unless u're deaf.


ok..i noe it's my fault to not study in the beginning. but hey, i'm studying now and u're stopping me? as long as i study, i dun c why the venue is a problem.


and my dearrrrr mummy and daddy.. pls stop saying tt i go out study wif my friends..i spend the whole time chatting wif my friends. tt is fucking hell not true. stop making nonsensical assumptions. they're pure rubbish.